Life That Follow The Wind

Waiting being paid off

2004-06-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

yuppy yup!!! he's back already... yes it been half a day already... now then i tpye entry abt it... wel who cares.. i'm out to fren's hse jus now... n yesterday nite, i got put an entry but i jus deleted it... @ 1.25pm, i kol his hp... n glad to hear his voice on the next line... finally that he's back... no more worry on him not in singapore... no more worry for not going to meet him.. or

Strange Of Me

2004-06-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

y i'm feeling so worried... y am i feeling so afraid... y am i feeling so unconstant... i noe i'm supposed to be excited upon receiving any news from him... overjoy upon hearing his voice... but yet i didnt... previous days he kol thru my fren phone... its supposed to be a surprised but i got that feeling already... n moment i heard his voice, i was excited... jus couldnt believe he kol... but

Outing with KIDS + Surprise

2004-06-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

my kakak sedare asked me out... planning to go to expo coz there's metro sale... but unfortunately, we didnt managed to... instead we went to united sq... watched SPIDERMAN show... hehehe... it was fun.. i laughed thruout the show... jus couldnt believe that i'm watching this thingy.. den walked ard the place.. plannign with the rest on where to next... my abg sedare leave everything to me... n

Kiasu

2004-06-04T15:15:00.000+08:00

hehehe... i've book the NDP tickets via internet... haiyoh!! the application only starts today... n me already apply 3 times... yah me, my mum n my dad... all diff number...so jus wish for luck...

Nothing Much

2004-06-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

wel today was a ok.. a day without him... hmmm... fine!!! i've added a countdown counter... hehehe.. crazy rite.. but nvm.. jus can't wait for the day he come back home... kind of boring actually... jus went to queensway to repair discman... den back to home... n now i jus dunno wat to do... so i jus log in to any of the account that is mine n his... like msn... friendster... hotmail.. wats so

Worried till he's gone...

2004-06-02T12:02:00.000+08:00

haiz... yesterdy was my emotional nite... i cried non-stop... havin him singing goodbye songs... hearing his voice... i jus couldnt stop crying... eyes swollen... running nose... body so weak.. hearts reluctant.. a sleepless nite... keep on waking up every now n then... dunno y... the first time i woke up was 4.30am... damn!!! wat was i thinking siak... den at 7, i woke up again.. den 8.30...

Surprise!!!

2004-06-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

I didnt even noe that i have a friendster account till he told me yesterday... i didnt even remember wen i sign it up.. coz all i noe i only sign up My Space... n its already a year + i'm in it... urgh!!! couldnt believe it till now... yup i do have the tot of opening up one account.. but wan it to be with different mail add... unexpectedly, one account is already in using sri_08@hotmail.com...

Lost!!!

2004-06-01T18:44:00.000+08:00

*sob* listening to this song make me cry even more... the lyrics is so meaningfull for me... HE'S MY HOME... my shelter... thx to him, he consoled me... saying not to cry... but still can't help it... tears jus rolled down my cheeks... lucky he's still here... if not, i'll gues i'm going to be farking lost... yah now i'm missing him already... really do!!! aiyah... dunno la eh... jus true

Is it wrong?

2004-06-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

I dun understand y ppl still dun want to put things into their head that i love him.. only him... ppl are making fun out of it... ppl r insulting my way of loving him... i feel insulted... offended... everything... my parent especially... they still haven get over the past yet... n i'm sad by that... past is past... let bygone be bygone... whats the point of being angry with him... he's not

Goodbye ITE!!!!!

2004-05-31T13:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. my last paper today... damn! the paper was kind of easy... i didnt expect i could simple answer all the question... n having the last paper today, its my last day in ITE Clementi... urgh!!! going to miss the canteen... the new toilet... the smoking session in the toilet... the slacking in the canteen wen its lesson time... the squeezing everybody in one round table... the laughing out

You Are My Home

2004-05-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

All of my life I been searching For someone to find me I have been looking Waiting for your arms To pull Me You took Me In from the cold And out of the dark You have taken Me Into your heart *You are my home You are the one that I come to You are the shelter I run to to keep Me safe from the cold You are my home You are the love that completes me You are the touch that has freed

The Fry Day

2004-05-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

k morning, was pissed off with my mum... early in the morning she already give me a 'sweet' talk... damn! how she talked abt my hair... my attire la.. almost everything... she keep on asking me to buy things for her... k fine... i will always say not enouf money... everytime, when it come to money matter, she will pop-up the problem of me smoking... i told her everything got nothing to do with my

Wrong Perception

2004-05-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

i noe i got tell u guys about me been admiring during my absence... wel its this one guy whom i saw in my couzins pic gallery... totally cute... but i gues everything was wrong... yes he's cute, handsome, everything la... Looking at him jus remind me of my x... fadly la... k i mish him so much... been long time never contact... totally mish n love him... k k k! back to the story... yah my fadly

Trouble seems to go away

2004-05-27T13:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm... worring so much of the exam... i gues everything is ok rite now... having a hilarious conversation together... jus me n him... all sorts of thing we tried out... been a long time he haven make me laughed like a mad girl...*lolx* ... haiz never thought that he could pushed away my blues in just a second... standard ah... isn't thats one of the reason y i love him... hehehe... nwae thx nas!

Unfinished Biz

2004-05-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

today was my first exam day... n it was BSA... got to do with MS Excel n Ms Access... k putting aside the reaching skool early... being transferred here n there... n still come back to the same room... u noe wat! i haven completed my exam.... The stupid Excel assignment took me almost one hour... luckily got my fren beside.. kind enouf to help me thru... i managed to do it calmly... yah i noe

Recall Back The Past

2004-05-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

haiz.. did anyone watch James Bond - The World is not enough?.. it was on tv yesterday... n having to noe that show being played on tv... my memories with him start to come back... flashed back almost everything... heiii!! thats our first movie, we catched at cineleisure with my couzin... the first meet up... the first soft kiss... the first holding hand.. the first hug.. the first of basic

I'm back

2004-05-24T18:34:00.000+08:00

finally i managed to do layout on my own... phew!! it really took me 1/2 day to complete it... i'm satisfide with it... heheh.. coz i love the pic... i noe mamy ppl might thought that i'm closing down this thing due to depression.. but no.. i'll keep on writing in here.. coz i gues there's lots of ppl already noe about my blog... so i'm here to stay... basicly, i've been having lots of fun

y? Y? y?

2004-05-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

wondering y i closed down the blog for a moment... lots of things happened without me noeing.. and it hurts me to eventually hear changes from your own ears... see it with my own eyes... feel it with my own heart... having all that i'm stressed for the moment... think to much... but that god, i think positive way la... due to love, make me changes everything.... closing down this blog is what

Let me tell you

2004-05-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i have a lot of story to tell... urgh! everything jus make me so happy... totally enjoy myself.... Yesterday, i went to skul... sitting in the classroom... so happily... den suddenly, teacher ask to go out.. coz it almost time... the three ira wanted to go to mac... but den me stay up... thot of finishing up the cdp project... but end up never... i kol him up...asking his whereabout...

Its all abt being Happy

2004-05-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

i hate it wen my body is weak... i'm sick... my body temperature seems to change... inside my body, i feel the heat.. but outer surface of it, its normal... haiz... maybe i'm too tired... or maybe due to drinking cold MILO too much... yup, i cant drink it too much... i have to restrict myself from drinking it since young.. been having lots of fun with my frens... watched the "50 first date"

The Third Time

2004-05-12T13:49:00.000+08:00

This is the third time we have tried this love, And this will be the time that it will last. Our back and forth is buried in the past. Now will never end, as time will prove. I've learned through all the fights and separations That happiness depends on having you. It took some time to see that this was true, Beyond all other dreams and speculations. But now it is the rock on which I stand. I know

With Him

2004-05-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

k today i went to skul... totally fun! lots of surprise happened today... i never get debarred from the exam... except not recommended for CDP.. i have pass up the IFT project that i did till 5am... after skul supposed to go for a talk... but i didnt... i went to meet nas at S-11... next to ntuc... glad to see him again... n first time i saw shafiq and ayun... hehehe... i ride on ayun bike wen

Mother's Day

2004-05-10T15:44:00.000+08:00

yes i noe.. i'm at home rite now... doing nothing... body too tired... yesterday event was great.. total fun... listening my aunties conversation... keep on eating... laughing here n there.. oh yah... after so long, i finally got to see Cik Samat(Pendek's uncle) again... its been ages siak... i looked at him reminds me of Pendek... exactly the same... the body size, the features... haiz... kind

Fun! Fun! Fun!

2004-05-09T03:06:00.000+08:00

i noe i've never been updating blog for past few days... bz la.. preparing for today... it's MOTHER'S DAY rite! so need to buy stuff for today celebration.. one hell of a big celebration we going to have... all i can say is that i had a lot of FUN with my gal pal... went shopping... chatting... letting out anger abt my friends relationship... FUN! FUN! FUN! all the way!... *grinning* But most

Ohhh Nooo!!

2004-05-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

the weather today is so nice.. so cold... all due to the raining... n thats wat make me lazy to get up from bed... adding more with the dreams in my head... ahhhh!!! everything goes well... but after that everything jus bored me to death... dunno wat to do... chatting also bring me down... everyone start to fell bored... checking msgs also nothing... yesterday was my sweet day, things happened so

The kind Of Me

2004-05-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

sori for not updating things lately... lots of things happen la... most of the time, i'll be going out with my frens... jus like last saturday... went to jp with faz n nana n kakak... really have fun there... having nana who keep on melatar... seeing her make me tired... keep on laughing non-stop... we saw my couzin frenz.... the fun is becoming even more... they keep on disturbing nana... *lol*

2004-04-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

yahhooooo!!!! i'm happy now!! noe wat tomolo my couzin is giving me the money.... duit senoman la.... damn! cant believe its 500 bucks... wow! instant cash huh! for now only ah.... weeeeeee!!!! huuurrayyy!!!! *grinning* i'm going to get myself bz with tat money... muahhahahaha..... today, i meet up with my fren... passing him his cd... den lead down to jp... since i've been craving for

2004-04-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

ok.... today i'm the most luckyest n happiest person... y?... i got to meet my fellow school mate... n more i got to meet up with my secondary school guy friend, hussain... k i did went to school... hehehe.. i meet a'ah ard 11.45 at the bustop... hehhe.. been a long time never take bus from there... wow! waited for the bus for abt half n hour... i gues even more... while waiting we chit chat...

2004-04-27T11:54:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... not another thingy where i have to take out again... damn! i hate being force to pull it out... hello!!! its my blog... i adore u... ur reason wat? thats the most expensive pic in town... woooooo!!!! i should be proud of it... argh!!! nvm... jus for ur sake, i'll take it out... anything la for you!!!! happy........!!! my day today was rather boring... body been aching for days... haiz..

2004-04-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

my body still aching due to yesterday... i did kendarat @ su's place... damn! the place was crowded... n the work is being multiply... wow!! tak leh tasyan... got to meet lots of people... the ite guys... especially WANDY...woohoo!! *heats up* their performance was great... first time i sit down with the dikir guys... hehehe... but ok la... towards the ending... wen the majlis finish, i help the

2004-04-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

uuuhhh!!! i LOVE this song... n sumhow it reminds me of my couzin, chitra... i miss here... the part " I think i love you baby, I think I love you too... " thats our favourite part... n thats y we make this our theme songs... yah each n every one of my couzins have a theme song for each other... isnt it great! wel i really had a good great sleep yesterday... that make me wake up at 1pm today...

2004-04-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

ok here i'm back again.... i love this layout.... so the nasty n sexy.... hehehe... wel i'm all well prepared for the upcoming problem... all i can say here is that i will put the past at the back n move on with life... i'll still wait for what i want... i'll never give up... i promise... so i gues i'm not going to express my feeling too much,... heheheh... too emotional rite!... k la... i'll

2004-04-13T19:38:00.000+08:00

The heart still cries though the eyes no more The tears have dried but the heart still bleeds Days that went by hold no significance Night turns to day and day back to night Day after day Week after week Months beginning to fly past But the pain of it all The agony The hurt Still feels The heart still calls The love still burns The longing is ever so thirsty for a drop of love Insanity surrounds

2004-04-11T03:51:00.000+08:00

I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?

2004-04-11T03:35:00.000+08:00

yes! now its 2.30 in the morning.. n i'm here updating my blog... wel i've got nothing to do... seriously nothing... my mind is totally empty... n my mouth is out of words... i cant speak with my mind anymore... my heart... dun ask abt it... its dead... a long time ago.. always thot that it filled with love n happiness... but sad to say, it all a sweet for nothing memories... i'm now not in a

2004-04-10T16:09:00.000+08:00

2004-04-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

You asked for my patience I gave it to you My love and respect I gave you that too You asked me to wait For you and your love I promised I would What choice did I have? Someday, you said Someday I'll see When we are together How much you love me So I sat and I waited Day after day For you and your love To at last come my way For the promises and dreams You instilled in my heart To come

2004-04-09T15:53:00.000+08:00

hmmmm wat a day today.... holiday.. n yet i'm stuck at home... with my nyai again... my mum now is picking up my niece... yah she will be sleeping here for three days... damn! was that suppose to be a practice... heheheh... wateva... but i gues my family will be going out this weekend holiday... maybe going zoo n escape themepark... hehehhe... today i'm like so helpful... wateva my mum says

2004-04-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

k now i kind of just got back from meeting my two close gerl fren... faz n fit... hmmmm... listen to their stories... make me think again... yah i kind of thinking that i got prob rite... but sumhow i think again... my problem rite now is not as worst as theirs... haiz... i dunno la.... having talking to him rite now... can make me happy at times... but there's still some unhappy part... haiz..

2004-04-08T16:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm... surprise to hear this kind of song... wel yah i'm kind of emotional here... i'm sori... i really miss him... eventhough only a few days... n been always talking on the phone... hearing his voice never been enough... I WANT TO SEE HIM!I MISS HIM! I NEED HIM! I REALLY DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lots of things been up on my mind... the four wives n one husband question... why, what, when,

2004-04-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

yah now me at home.. slack like hell... boring u noe... after skul, we waited for the boys to finish their sepak takraw training... fun la... n yah i had another yogurt ice-cream... hehehe... su, i noe how it feels like to have sumone u hate rite in front of ur eyes... n its never been easy to forgive after wat had happened... wel relax la... in wateva situation, we r still here to help... dun

2004-04-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

hi... now i'm in skul... doing nothing... btw.. jus now there's a Mr n Miss ITE CLEMENTI Glamourous.... damn! ok la... not bad!... one of our malay student won the mr ITE Clementi... hehehhe... congrats... after that, i treat the guys with yogurt ice-cream... yah we got this mini pasar malam... haiz.... one of the cloth, i feel like buying... a peach color tank top with QUEEN design in the middle

2004-04-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

wel i'm here at home jus got back an hour ago with my mum... yah i went out with her... as usual to buy my facial product... i'm trying on a new product... coz my pervious product is almost finish... so trying aKne... i dunno whether its good or nt.. never heard of it before... thought of buying other brand, end up buying other brand... haiz... yah btw my mum bought for me an evening dress... it

2004-04-06T15:06:00.000+08:00

hi i'm here in my claz... doing ITF project... yah working on my web site using front page... damn! kind of boring actually... yesterday, we had a conference... talk as pernormal... yah like lalat said, we did have some talk.. n usual nas was sleeping wen it come to heart topic...yah she told me what she feel n think... haiz... it wasnt easy to put words into her head... hehehe... everybody

2004-04-05T13:51:00.000+08:00

/edit wild wild west! hehehhe! nah! btw i'm in BSA class... yah the only lesson i come for today... last two period... the leson before, i spent my time at home... sleeping.. bathing... changing... ironing cloth... eating... walking ard wondering wat to do... yah last before i go off, i kol him... *wink* now in clas left me, shira, ira, den n ashraf + the rest of chinese student... teacher

2004-04-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

can someone please tell me wats wrong with mseals?... the moment i go to my webby, there' no music... argh!.. so decided to change the song n pic again... haiz... troublesome... finally here's the result... Running by No Doubt... hehehe... like so the touching rite?... urgh! who cares!... n yah i've add more stuff... add the lcd clock... words from me... no right click la... lots of thing la....

2004-04-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

wow! i love in love with DIRTY DANCING... i changed the pic in the middle n the background song... hehehe... i'm so happy... like all of a sudden, i fall in love again... wateva sri! keep on dreaming! *lol* Being wake up early in the morning forced to do my dad's qoutation... argh! hate it! coz one thing my dad's handwriting is worst than doctor's handwriting... so imagine how bad it is!...

2004-04-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

As Days Flew By The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time

2004-03-30T18:54:00.000+08:00

today, i got class photo-taking... hehehe.. when it come to photo-taking, wake up in the morning also i'm willing to get up... muahaha... make-up la wat else... but not so thick la... haiz... havock siak... like first time take picture... hehehe... fun being in skul.. all eyes were on me... wow! but who cares.. den after taking it, went to POT room... yah do pottery... heheheh no la.. practical

2004-03-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

i just got back from meeting him an hour ago... go out sumwhere in singapore.. the place was rather kind of lame actually... not many people go there... hmmm... so juz chill ard... spent time together... haiz... love it! fun... enjoyable... everything la... so now my line is back... i mean the phone line... but no matter wat, still waiting for new hp... much more easier for people to contact me..

2004-03-29T18:04:00.000+08:00

hi everyone... today is my crazy day... eventhough towards the evening kena fucked up by my mum... but who cares... now she's trying to say i'm the selfish, demanding, unreasonable, etc... wtf! yah! think again have they ever give me a second to even understand how i feel all tis while? have they ever ask me y i'm reacting this way?... n everything if i talked would they ever listen to me? Wat

2004-03-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

I don't know what it is that makes me love you so I only know I never want to let you go 'Cause you started something, can't you see That ever since we met, you've had a hold on me? It happens to be true I only want to be with you It doesn't matter where you go or what you do I wanna spend each moment of the day with you Look what has happened with just one kiss I never knew that I could be in

2004-03-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

its raining outside... n its raining inside too... haiz.. the thot of having a new siblings... wel sumhow its true... damn! wat meaning i'm going to be the BIG SISTER... wtf!.. yah laugh your heart out... isnt it funny noeing that i'm soon having sibling... funny joke rite! now i can imagine ow its going to be wen the house got a new uninvited member... no matter wat they r still my uninvited

2004-03-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

haiz.... one whole day i was sitting at home... doing nothing.. slacking ard... damn! i hate it when there's no phone... morning wake up normal... before that i had a dream.. hmmm... consist of me, my x n his recent girl... strange huh! dreaming abt her!... i must be missing her.... *lol* damn! that jus not me siak... ah wat the heck!.. wateva... wel my mum cant stop nagging... as usual, i dun

2004-03-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Until The Last Beat Of My Heart The rainy days are over Everything is in its proper place once more Feels like I am given a new life A better life because you're part of it You, coming into my life is unexpected Never in my thoughts nor in my dreams It never crossed my mind that the man I'm searching for Is just right here beside me A life full of hope and love A heart full of happy memories

2004-03-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

Have u ever heard an only child have a family problem? Have u ever heard they never felt love from the parents? Have u ever heard them never been having a year of happyness in life? Have you ever heard that that only child is being neglacted from the family? Almost being thrown out from house? You always seen the single child hapy with friends... But did you now wats they felt inside? Yah the

2004-03-24T13:12:00.000+08:00

The One Who Got Away... In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with...and the one that got away. Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person

2004-03-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

today, i'm supposed to go to skul ... BUT, i never... now i'm still at home in front of my comp... yes lately i've becoming very lazy to go to skul... to think again its fun to meet my zany friends... haiz... ok actually, i'm going out with my close-girl-friend... she's having a problem... n yah i noe she need sumeone to comfort her... eventhough sumtimes she go against my advise... but i gues

2004-03-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

ok first oh al.. hi to everyone... hmmm... today i never go to skul... toooo tired... body aching... wel my mum too didnt work... everybody in the house is so restless... totally not in the mood... i keep on sleeping with my aching body.. wats more, i had a very sweet dream too... but i kind of forget... after all the washed up n everything done... i watched hindustan movie... hehehe... its KAL

2004-03-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

ello... i'm back already... i'm very the tired... i didnt sleep for the whole day yesterday... overall the picnic was fun.. total fun... i gues i'm going to continue this tomolo, can?... i'm too tired.... sori...

2004-03-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

today i went to ira's place... do project... hehehe... we eventually went to the 7-eleven below n shop like having a picnic... hehehhe i bought ice-cream... yippy!.. yummy yum! den goes up n slack ard... we watched American Pie Wedding half way... coz the brother is back.. den we continue our project... n for the moment i feel uncomfortable coz i didnt do nthing... but luckily i did one or two

2004-03-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

nothing much today... jus talk to my frens... kind of boring actually... the tiredness from yesterday is not gone... wel i'm going to meet my mummy.. going to expo... yah... she ask me to go n listen to forum... yah its abt "Alah mak kahwin kan aku, Alah abang ceraikan aku!.." haiz wonder y she ask me along... yes i like this kind of topic.. whereby they discuss abt marriage or relationship or

2004-03-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

early in the morning i woke up jus to go for appointment... yah its abt my eye condition... hate it wen its early in the morning... n like usual mummy keep on mumbling... she said "biar ah dier klr, duk rumah pun bukan nye buat pape!"... fark man! pissed to the max... luckily my dad didnt say a word... i slammed the gate... bing ah!... den go ther relax... like superstar... as usual late...

2004-03-16T14:14:00.000+08:00

so here i am with a new layout... i dunno y i choose this layout... everytime i look at the pic in the middle, it just remind me of the past... with the background song, I MISS YOU... haiz.. it just make me back to the same old me... yes i'm kind of emotional at time... frankly, i'm lonely... deep in my heart i need sumone... but weneva sumone new enter my life n want to be the one... my heart

2004-03-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

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2004-03-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

sori i cant update u guys for the moment.. my feelings r not constant... lots of things happening... i'm sori.. i'll be back soon.....i promise....

2004-03-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

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2004-03-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

my close aunt is here rite now... she just sumone who listen to me all the time... give me all the support... hmmm... the day today was rather kind of unpredictable for me... at times i felt crazy... at times i felt lonely... at times i felt restless.. i dunno... maybe still feeling the same thing like yesterday... hmmm... maybe i'll tell u guys abt how i felt yesterday... maybe!... today i got

2004-03-09T18:14:00.000+08:00

in skul jus now, was like a ok... come to skul like lost.. yah my fren were not ard... they were actually at the library... hmmm... i went in then they want to go out... haiz... waste current only... supposedly go to clas but i'm hungry... so went to the canteen, i eat they wait... thx frenz... yah we sat two table away from my crushy...damn!.... finish eating, go to POT room... n yah that room

2004-03-09T10:40:00.000+08:00

yup now i'm at home... soon i'll be going to skul.. heheh as usual go to skul late... yah i found the title of the song n the lyrics... its GOAPELE - BACK TO YOU... i noe its kind of draggy but i jus find it nice... soul music... so enjoy the song... update u guys later abt today event... bye.. take care.... muacks...

2004-03-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

i'm falling in love with this song... i just couldnt get the the title n the lyric... so sori if u gues cant sing along to this song... n yah one more thing this song is only 3/4 of it... sori abt it... wel its been raining heavily... had lots of fun with the boys... they hide my slipper... yah i change my shoe... i bought extra footwear... raining rite.. i was like yelling.. qush n hafis took

2004-03-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

Pretending by Samra omazic I pretend that you're not here, listening to what I say But really you're the only one, that can make everything okay I pretend that I don't care, when you don't talk to me But really I'm dying inside, I just wish you could see I pretend that I'm fine, with us being just friends but really I want to tell you, I don't want this to be how it ends I pretend that I

2004-03-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

Ok. You are one hell of an angel. You are avampirish angel. You murder in the night, andare quite proud of your achievements. You havea naturally blood thirsty and malevolent mind.But that's just you. You are dark and powerful,if a little blood thirsty. You are both andangel and a vampire. But you will never beeither. You feed from the innocent, and glideaway from the world of mortals. You are

2004-03-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

k gues who i saw... sumone who really bright up my day... sumone who fresh me up... sumone who make my heart melt... sumone who make me smile wen i sees him... wel yah... too much of the description... its my secret admire.. *grin* damn! he's so cute... his smile jus make me weak... he with a new botak look... auww! i just love botak guys... cute kan?... haiz... *dreamy* throughout the whole day

2004-03-08T12:14:00.000+08:00

wel i'm now in ITF class... jus finished my common test... damn! it was fucking hard... yah jus becoz i never study... actually got la... abit only juz few pages... that was like last minute revision... hmmm... gues was today i woke up very the early in the morning... a'ah wake me up... thx a'ah... but i sleep again after i put down the phone with her... yah... i was having a very good dream...

2004-03-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

wow! been a long time i never keep u ppl update... k here we go... let me remember wat i've been doing for the past few days... hmmmm... wel on friday, i didnt go to skul again... yah its been four days i never went to skul for lesson... kol a'ah n surprisingly lisa was on the line too... so we came to a conclusion to eventually go breakfast... yummy yum!... craving for roti prata with egg...

2004-03-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

reached skul juz now was like a dumb girl... wah! i feel so wierd... i never been going out wearing sumting red... juz now i wore red low cut sleeveless Jennifer shirt... scared never suit... but lucky they say i look ok... *wink* scared u noe... most of the time i'll wear black... never underestimate the power of black!... hehehe... everyone was shocked to see me wearing home clothes... ah who

2004-03-04T11:25:00.000+08:00

i'm now at home... suppose to go to skul but never... juz want to say sori to ONE.. i noe u r concern but lately ive got no interest in study ah... dunno y... promise i'll buck up... k nwae afterward i'm going to skul discussing abt project wit ira n su... damn! i miss them... i miss a'ah n lisa... i miss qush n hafis... i miss shira... i miss den n ashraf... basicly everybody... miss seeing

2004-03-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

today dinner was great...kak faezah is sick.... she look sooo pale... pity her... hope she'll get well soon... as usual my couzin make fun of each other... dmn! i'm fucking full... luckily i never eat since morning... so enouf space for me to fill up all the food... wooohoo!...enjoy... hmmm... cant wait for this school holiday... our family is planning for another picnic... n u should noe how our

2004-03-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

what kind of dark person are you? Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darknessin the past, and you're now trying to get outof it. The darkness is already inside you, andgetting it out will be hard, but if you try,maybe one day you can be who you want to beagain. Don't give in!!! Please rate ^^ What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizilla

2004-03-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

how naked is your soul? Your soul is completely naked and cold. Scared. Youare totally honest and trusting with people.You get hurt and taken advantage of easily.Right now you are feeling betrayed and maybelonely. It's ok. This will make you stronger.Pretty soon your soul will be wearing a suit ofshining armor. How naked is your soul? brought to you by Quizilla

2004-03-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

what rose is your soul bound to? Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: TheFragile. "My heart lies somewhere between perfectionand dust. And while my soul is a sight tobehold, I shatter at the blink of aneye." The Glass Rose is associated with perfection,beauty, and frailty. It is governed by thegoddess Aphrodite and its sign is the LookingGlass, or Tenuous Love. As a Glass Rose, you have a

2004-03-02T17:47:00.000+08:00

i never go to skul today... totally not in the mood... y? i dunno.... seems like everything that i'm going to do is going to be effortless n useless... i'm getting sick n tired of everything... some people make me feel offended upon wat i do... or should i say wat i feel... yes i can take criticism.. say it in a harsh way... like calling me a bitch... slut.. or wateva... but come to think again,

2004-03-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

It's Life, I've Dealt, You Should Too You work so hard to deal with this thing, The fact that you have it and the problems it brings. So when you finally get control of this flaw, Everyone around you seems to watch you in awe. You never learn why it's happened to you, And you must work that much harder to make dreams come true. But what's happened has happened, and it's now part of life So

2004-02-29T04:10:00.000+08:00

saturday itself.... like wow!...cant be describe... so the happening.. so teh happy moment in week... yah la after so many days under medication... eventhough there's certain thing make my heart feel like ouch!... but still HAPPY... argh!...haf to wake up morning.. yah cant wait to go to ITE DOVER... kol su den discuss on where to meet... den clean up myself... hmmm.... most stressful part when

2004-02-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm... today i one whole day at home... very the boring... planning to meet shasha but canceled... y?.. i dunno.. n btw i'm kind of reluctant to go out... lazy la... wel my eyes condition is a ok... but!... i guez there a new cut in my eyes.. usually wen i used the two eyedrops, my eyes wont hurt... but today, wen i used the "g" medicine, my eyes feel like want to pop out... fucking pain lor...

2004-02-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

*deep sigh*... relief... my condition is getting better... yah how can it not get any better if i never sleep for the whole nite... thx to my frenz, they willing to accompany me... wel by talking on the phone la... eventhough its for awhile... but i appreciate it so much... shasha, i noe u'll be reading this... upon wat happen to u yesterday... i understand how u feel... yup i've went thru wat

2004-02-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

Fairytale Dreams You'll never know how much this hurts But slowly I'm letting go of you Realising that is wasn't meant to be Believing its all a dream I want what I'm saying to all be true You meant so much to me You made me happy You made me sad But your all I ever wanted All I ever needed I'd found you But then I lost you I didn't realise that losing you Would be such a bad nightmare I

2004-02-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

today i went for the appointment... wel luckily the process was kind of fast... coz mine is direct access... wel kind of shocked to hear that the condition itself was kind of serious.. its like a cornier ulcer... n this cornier ulcer an cause blindness... wow!... dun siak!... the doctor checked n checked... i was like in n out the the room itself for dunno how many times... by rite i'm supposed

2004-02-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

today i didnt went to skul... ma body still aching... ma eyes still hurts... wel i'm down with sore eye... due to the contact lens... shit!... i went to the doctor... by rite, i'm lazy to c doctor... waste of money... but sumhow i'm being forced... fine!... i went to the jurong polyclinic... damn! i hate going there coz the service is damn fucking slow... but cheap ah.... haiz!.. the moment i

2004-02-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm juz finish taking my shower... ahhh finally feel so fresh... *giggle* after one whole day at home with juz my bra n skirt on... i change to pyjamas until my dad reach home... heheheh... who cares nwae.. juz my mum n my nyai... damn! one whole day i felt so sleepy... so tired... so restless... morning wake up... n that will be ard 10+... hehehe... n of course i'm already late for skul... i

2004-02-20T00:21:00.000+08:00

hehehe today i never go for lesson... but just go to skul to follow the soccer bus... as usual biggest fan of soccer.... fun lots of fun.... kena disturb... got fight... haiz... wel we lost to macpherson... 3-1... no our luck i gues.... for me, i had fun being with the soccer boys... with sham, rahim, rahman, nas, mus, sharil, hafiz, man, rizal, said... wow!...love it baby!... i cant stop

2004-02-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,laughter, life, magic...that's what you are allabout. You are refreshingly innocent and happywith your life of purity and play. Life's agame and it's a good one. In your eyes there'sno way to lose! You can be very mischeivous andhave been known to cause trouble, but it's allin the name of fun and not meant to really harmanyone. You like to play tricks on

2004-02-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... surprise! surprise!... lots of people backing up for sumone... n lots of my pal back up for me too.... hei let me tell u this girl.... they say wat eva written in your stupid board is due to their own thinking... even though i'm might be a good influential person... but in this kind of thingy... i wont ask for people help... i can stand up on my own... i dun need people help like u...

2004-02-18T02:06:00.000+08:00

hehehe.... pathetic game i ever watched... ITE Clementi vs ITE Tampines.... n we lost... 8-1... idiot rite... n thru out the game i was kind of pissed of... wel eventhough there were ALOT of GUYZ ... but sumhow i find most of them r attention seeker... some of them are berg... cute... haiz... cant resist... oh yah!... saw izzati n salinah... normal thing la... not so gagah over meeting with dem.

2004-02-17T03:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo!... i'm starting to get bitchy once again..... now this time round, i'm going to be in the team... like it or not... I DUN CARE! I DUN GIVE A FUCK! Once i hate someone, no way of turning back... Like wat people said that i'm STUBBORN... I like it my style.. i dun care if i'm being harm... i dun care if it hurts me.... i dun care wat people think of me... but i hate it wen someone start to

2004-02-15T03:34:00.000+08:00

wel just got back from the city... i didnt celebrate Valentine's Day... Of course! I no longer haf a guy... *sigh*... but nevermind, i choose to be alone this time... hmmm... earlier in the day, i went to a'ah place... hehehe.. bake cookies la... BUT... it didnt turned out to be cookies.. but sumow we make it like cupcake... hehehe... *giggle* its like flying sourcer... flat n big... damn!..

2004-02-14T12:52:00.000+08:00

Back 2 Sq 1 now the new love story have ended... the story bt me n BB... surprise isnt it!... the story has just begun n it ended so soon... *sigh* wel i already expect all this... sumhow i already knew that this relationship itself would survive... wondering y!... its me... ME!... just me!... me whose playing with feelings... i'm being bad here... I felt really bad abt it... i noe he's

2004-02-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

haiz... after skul i went out to imm n jp... damn!.. we shop like hell... feel like buying the whole thing there...but too bad not enouf cash... today, hehe... ma BB was searching for me... surprise huh!... wel he kol a'ah... i told a'ah to tell him tat i'm not in skul... hehhe... n he sound worried... he kol ma house but nyai said i not at home.. n a'ah still can say maybe i wander ard... haiz

2004-02-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... i cant be saying much this lately... my mind is so confused... my body is so weak... my mouth is so tired to speak... i dunno wat i'm thinking abt this lately... i'm seem to be back to the old me... whereby i'll be thinking abt being with sumone i love... trying possible ways to be with him.... BUT .... i noe i cant... he's with sumone else... n impossible he'll come back to me...